If you take your eyes off the ball you lose the game. If you take your eyes off Jesus you lose life’s battles. In order to play well you have to concentrate on the ball and take into account all the factors at play – the personalities you are playing, the environment you are playing in and your own strengths. In life when we fix our eyes on Jesus it helps us rationalise and act in a way that is appropriate to each situation. The question is what do you and I fix our eyes on? Is it our bank balance? Is it our position? Is it people we know? Is it our material possessions? Is it our education? Is it our hobbies or sports? None of these is wrong but let us put Jesus in the centre of all these things. When we focus on him these things do not consume us but bless us and others.
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Peace in the whirlwind
I had a picture when I was praying recently of a whirlwind and in the whirlwind were people and houses. The whirlwind was fast and destructive but in the centre of the whirlwind in the place I identified as prayer there was peace and sanctuary from the storm even as it continued. Then I saw that as people prayed other people in the whirlwind also came into a place of peace and refuge and they were built into a tower a place of safety.
In 2 Chronicles 7:14 “if my people, who are called by name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sins and will heal their land” (NIV).
As Christians we have not always spoken up for the oppressed or supported the poor. As a nation we have consumed and now we are being consumed by debt, addiction, suspicion and fear, and as we have pursued the material others have pursued us. I feel like I have been asleep and am waking up to a reality that I could have challenged and spoken up earlier as I have been part of the problem and I need God to help me be part of the solution. Father have mercy for I have sinned. The sin of ommision is indeed great. You gave me gifts and I have not spoken. I have been quiet. I have hidden my light under a bushel for fear of rejection. I have chosen the road of comfort and not rocking the boat. I have chosen to remain silent rather than speak up for what I believe in even when this is ridiculed and challenged. I have been challenged to get out of my religious ghetto and serve people in my community as the opportunity arises. To move amongst the crowd not in fear but in love. To listen to their stories as well as sharing my own. New beginnings but trusting God and leaning not on my own understanding, acknowledging him for it is him that directs my path.
In the last year my household has experienced redundancy, illness and other shakings. Yet God has helped us and is helping us through this storm. The Lord is indeed a strong tower. The righteous run in and they are safe.
Getting the picture
When I wander around an art gallery I can observe works of art held in their frames kept in a building on a wall to be viewed as and when I decide for as long as I want. Sometimes I can treat God like this when I come into his presence and focus on him whilst I am in the church building for the time of the church service or in a house group or prayer meeting. But… there is so much more….If I believe he is at work everywhere in the everyday ordinary and extraordinary there is so much more to discover about life, about God, about others and the dynamic of being a christian in the world in service for him. Help me Lord get the picture. Help me live and move in you fixing my eyes on you each day.
Everythings Changed
A few weeks ago I had brain surgery to remove a benign tumour. I was in hospital for 10 days. I could not see the sky much in hospital as the window was behind me. How I missed the sky. The beauty of the outside. Since leaving hospital I am just so moved by creation. I have been in tears looking at a blade of grass, the sky and butterflies. Things I took for granted seem so beautiful and precious. I wrote this poem to express how I feel.
Everythings Changed
The flowers smell sweeter
The blue sky is bluer
The butterfly moves me to tears
Yesterday these things I took for granted
Today they mean so much to me
My children I hug tighter
The moments are more precious
My husband I see in a different light
Things that seemed important
Have shrunk in significance
Things have changed in my life
I don’t know what the future holds
My times are in his hands
I have shouted these words in the scanner
When the panic had threatened my mind
Everything changed on the cross of calvary
As Jesus died for me
As He rose again from the dead a way was made open for me to know
His comfort, His love, His peace
I don’t understand why things happen
I wrestle with questions inside
Yet somehow I find consolation which I can’t deny
So I fix my eyes on Jesus
The author and perfector of my faith
And journey each day trusting him to lead the way
Coffee Break God
I had not been a Christian very long and I remember being sat in a car park before going into work and this poem just expressed how I longed for a deeper relationship with God. It helped me be honest about where I was at and to own that I desired this with all my heart.
Coffee Break God
Too often I treat you as a coffee break God
Giving you a slot in my day from which I leave refreshed
But ready to return “to the rest of life”
But you are a living fountain welling up constantly
Bubbling perpetually
Never to be confined to one cup
To be drunk like a dose
And then emptied
Once each day or twice or three times
Ticked off, and signed for
Drug administered
No Lord
May I drink from you always!
For the more I sip
Then the more I thirst for the “rest of my life” to be irrigated by channels which overflow
To bring your blessings to others from a constant exchange at your wellspring
The God I know
The God I know is in the sighs of the losers, the cries of anguish, the stress of the bank balance. The God I know is in the steps of the dejected, the rejected, the no hopers. The God I know is in stillness of inactivity. The God I know is in my home, my heart, my life. The God I know is in the transformation, the redirection, the practical solutions. The God I know is in creative inspiration. The God I know is there at the moment of redundancy. The God I know is in family support. The God I know is there in the surge of love and strength that comes in spite of everything. The God I know is in my itinerary guiding me to save not lose money. To buy wisely and to not waste. The God I know is in the clothes on my body and the food in my stomach. The God I know never leaves or forsakes me. The God I know is with all who suffer because he suffered on a cross. The God I know is with those who are misunderstood because he too was misunderstood, rejected and ridiculed. The God I know is with the heartbroken. The God I know is with those who are in prison. The God I know is with the persecuted. The God I know is with those who have addictions. The God I know forgives me when I make mistakes. The God I know is Immanuel – God with us.
Living Hope
God is longing for a people who have hearts full of compassion, full of love, full to the point that they cannot stand and watch whilst people lose hope. Help us overflow with the hope we have in Jesus. Help us not hold in the hope we have. Help us from keeping it inside our churches. Help us live our hope in word and deed. Help us build each other up and unite in Jesus. Help us fight for righteousness. Help us lay down our weapons against each other and seek God’s face so that his plans and purposes can prevail. For it is not by might, not by power but by his Spirit.
Look to God
Look not to win man’s approval. Look to win God’s approval. Look not for a comfortable life. Look for a compassionate life. Look not for complexity. Look for simple truths. Look not for battle but for roads to peace. Look to Jesus in all things and a way will be made.
Stagnation
Stagnation is where there is a resistance to the Holy Spirit. When water stagnates it gets polluted. It is only as God comes by His Spirit that he unblocks, releases, equips and saves.
Nugget of wisdom
To get a nugget you have to place all the dirt in the pan and shake it. So it is with God’s purposes. All the muck and filth that clings and is so prevalent in life has to be shaken and show up for what it is, unattractive, harmful and destructive. Once a person comes and owns these things and then seeks cleansing and forgiveness that which is left is the precious ore of a heart submitted and on fire for God can be clearly seen. Then that ore can be fashioned into the vessel that God has ordained. Some ordinary, some extraordinary, but each of value. As you let go and recognise those things that cause you to stumble and not go forward, as you give these things to Jesus he will transform and renew.